Lo-Lo-Lo Lola!

I heard it on the way home from the cabin today. I screamed so hard that I almost lost my voice. I cried for around 5 miles. I was shouting when I called Jim and my folks. My Dad couldn't even understand what I was saying because I was screaming and crying. He thought I'd been in an accident. My knees shook for a good hour after I got home. I can't believe I heard Lola. I CAN'T BELIEVE I HEARD LOLA! I am excited.

Now, of course, the over analysis begins:
Are we going to hear the words NED?
Is this a sign of good things to come?
Is this a sign we should just push on?

I hope we'll hear NED, but I also believe we're still a long way from that (barring a miracle, which I would gladly accept). So we'll take things one day at a time. We know that we have happiness in our future. Whatever that may be.

Things are looking up attitude-wise here. JIM ATE A SLICE OF PIZZA. This was his first solid food in more than 3 weeks! Jim will be going in to the hospital tomorrow for TPN. He'll be on the second floor with his beloved 2K nurses. He'll be there until Thursday or Friday. Then they'll set him up with the Visiting Nurses Association - a nurse will come and hook him up to the TPN at night, and unhook him in the morning. Then she'll teach me how to do it so we can just hook him up on our own. This will last up to 4 weeks. We're aiming to get him back to a regular weight. After 4 weeks, they'll evaluate how he's doing.

FAQ:
1. Yes, he can eat while he's on the TPN, although he may not have much of an appetite since that's really giving him everything he needs.
2. We don't know why he was able to eat that slice of pizza, but we think it might be because they drained his ascites and he's possibly getting some relief from his liver.
3. They have to hospitalize him for the first couple of days of TPN because they want to monitor things like his insulin and glucose levels.
4. This is not a feeding tube. This is intravenous feeding - the nutrition goes through his veins, not to his stomach. A feeding tube carries a higher risk of infection.
5. No, I'm not pregnant. Hearing Lola is a sign of good things to come, not that I'm preggo.

As I said before, many people use TPN and then go back to normal eating when they're at a normal weight. The microspheres plus the removal of the ascites could possibly give him enough relief to eat a regular diet again. That's what we're hoping for. He'll have a chance to regain his strength and decide how he wants to continue on with his fight.

Thank you for your prayers, good thoughts, and wishes. We continue to push on.